Why am I so full of neglect?

I'm a little better now... but I'm still not gonna show myself in public just yet.

I promise I'll be back fully.

November 2, 2010. I will be all back to my happy-go-lucky self... although I have to go somewhere >_>;
But oh well~ <333

Most of my progress for my neglect to deteriorate, I mostly RP chat with my online sister Trinity <3 I love my sister so much than my real life sister (I still care for her, but I love Trinity more since we have A LOT in common <3)

If you guys are interested, I could give you my email addresses. (LOL *boot to the head*)

Please, if you guys want to be friends with me, just send me an optional message when you are adding to your contacts. Tell me your username and a little bit about yourself. That's all~ =3

Yahoo!

ninalongasa@yahoo.com

MSN

nina_longasa@hotmail.com

AIM

jaylongasa5627@aim.com

If you guys are interested.

I don't have Skype because I'm not entirely interested. I only have my parents. If want to get my parent's skype account, just ask and I'll ask. Ok?

So yeah =3

I'll be back soon and I have a lot of art to show you guys xD

Good Bye...

My life is just horrible right now...

I was down to my breaking point that I have to neglect myself so bad. I've lied to a few of my dA friends for 3 years. I'm just not sure if they will ever forgive me...

I'm just causing a lot of conflicts to myself and I just keep building them until they are ready crumble. I've already told them the truth and now I still have guilt inside me.

I've been a computer addict ever since Summer 2010... I just can't stop it. I've stayed up and my parents get mad at me. I get really moody whenever my family tells me to get out. I get impatient A LOT... and I pester them.

They want me to stop this bad habit. It's not good for me... and they're right.

I never hang out with my real friends anymore. All of my friends are far apart... away from Philly. My mom really wants me to go out more rather than just stay at home and cause a mess... but I just can't. Not all of my friends have in common with me... I even wonder why the hell I made friends with them in the first place.

My sister... she made it worse.

Yesterday she wanted to used the computer, but I just got carried away and she got mad out of the blue and became the "stronger sister." She told me the most negative and truthful things about me...

At first I want to ignore her and just continue using the computer until she got into my face and she starts ranting.

I feel so pathetic...
I finally got out and then I try to something productive.

About 2 hours later, I talked to my online sister to help me... but then... it didn't work.

I even cry to make myself better, but it wasn't helping. So with that I just remained quiet for a while and I just logged out without saying good bye.

I'm the only cry baby of the family... my sister finds it a disgrace. But who cares anyway... I just agreed to everything what she says.

I'm stubborn!
I'm stupid!
I'm never gonna fulfill my dreams!


I feel so weak... I feel like a slave to her... She would pick on me despite my size. I'm just a sensitive teenager... with a mind of a 5 yr. old!

I have to punish myself.

I won't be seeing you guys much. Sure I can still use the computer, but I don't want to have any interactions with you guys anymore...

I'm sorry...

I've already made good friends on Hatena and dA... and I have to walk away again...

I'll really miss you guys. I really will.
























If you guys really care... do something, anything to get me back. I beg of you...

Professor Layton x Ace Attorney Update

It's confirmed that the game will be released so far. Now CAPCOM is asking if they could release it outside of Japan. Of course the fans would say yes.

It was a relief for me and some of my friends <3

Geez... I have to brush up my AA skills.

Must. Get. Game.

*boot to the head*

The Best Friday Yet xD

I've always hated Fridays ever since I was a freshman.
I tend to get a little moody and once in a while, I tend to have bad luck... seriously ;A;

But this Friday was really fun.

In my Chemistry and English III Honors classes, there was a quiz/test. It was really easy.

In school, in my Algebra II Honors class, we had a test. My friend Eric and I are having a race to see who's the fastest. Of course, he finished first then 5 minutes later, I was done. We whispered to one another. We do both agree that we'll ace our test. Then he asked me about the answers for numbers 1 - 4 just to make sure. When I said Commutative, he was shocked. Looks like he won't get a perfect. Heck, he's still passing. (And darn it, I've spelled associative wrong. I spelled assossiative ;A; I just realized it when I started to do my blog). Then a classmate asked us about what's the answer to number 3. Of course I didn't answer (I was taught differently, so don't blame me) though Eric answered. He said that the answer is Inversion. Inversion?! What the hell. I turned to him and I said that it's Identity. Then he repeated Inversion again. We have a weird debate.

And we are cracking up.

After Algebra II Honors, I went to my Spanish class.
We had a quiz (xD most of all my classes have tests/quizzes every Friday). It was a little formidable, but I managed. Just to tell you, some of my languages are derived from Spanish. I'm Filipino just to tell you if you guys didn't know yet. After everyone's done, we were all talking whatnot.

Then... it happens.

I'm still a little hyper from last period (thank you Eric for boosting my randomness over that absurd debate). I started to sing out of the blue and Amanda (a friend of mine) was really freaked out. I was singing "The Happy Song by Liam Lynch" then "If you were Gay by Avenue Q." I've my classmate's attention and they start to crack up. Then Samson (a 10th grade student) approaches and then he started to play acting with me. It wasn't acting really, he just wanted to play along. Then we both start acting whatnot. After he was done playing along, I still continued to act like a retard.

Then after things settled down, I started to quote a Doctor Who quote. I used Legal as a pear (yes I named my green flat cap Legal. I'll show you pics of him... maybe) and I throw him. I'm so sorry Legal ;A;

I'm not suppose to be hyper on a Friday. I hate Fridays...

but oh well.... it was fun <3

Professor Layton AND Phoenix Wright Crossover

This is just amazing.

In the news I've recently read (I was bored and I got nothing to do really) and then I stumbled upon a game news about Professor Layton and Phoenix Wright.

According to it, they would create a game crossover for the 3DS.

When I read the article, I was really amazed. My jaw dropped to the ground, seriously. Oh my god, this is just exciting.

I'm not much of a PW fan (I've heard of the game and know most of the characters, but I never played the game), but with Layton, this I gotta see. Literally!

I really have to earn and save money so I could get the 3DS (once its released) and the game itself (if Masked Miracles hasn't been released by then). This is just exciting.

For those who are both PL and PW fan, your dreams have come true. (If you did thought about that ^^;)

I might like this and there might be a change that I'll get a liking to the Ace Attorney Series. Well... I just don't know yet.

'Til then, have a nice day everyone.

The "Best" Friday I Ever Had

I've always hated Fridays since I was a freshman. It's not I believe the superstition of Friday the 13th. I just hate it for no reason. I tend to get a little moody and I get a little unlucky. Well don't blame me, everyone has their dislikes of any week. Me, I always hated Mondays (which is really common for most of the students) and Fridays (again, I tend to have "bad luck" or just get so moody for no reason).

This Friday, it was just the best ever.

My classmates are really crazy. Oh the noise, I love it so much.

I never get much tranquility in any of my classes. I love it so much, I would really scream. Seriously >_>; but I can't.

*sigh* Well... it's part of life. I'll get over it. Well... complaining of hating Friday is just part of it... So it's really normal for me.

There's always a slight chance of liking Fridays, but it's really rare of me.
Every Friday, I would just listen my favorite music in my iPod and draw after I'm done with my work. That's just it basically.

Oh well... it's me.

PSAT - Not Bad

I've already taken the PSAT today. It wasn't that bad at all.

Sure it took about 3 hours to finish. I wasn't bored at all actually. It was really entertaining.

I'm bored almost every day (not sure why I get bored so easily) and I tend to be amused depending on how the actvity would be... or something... anything productive.

So yeah... that's just about it.

New Blog

I currently have a new blog.

Please check it out. Just find Sonikku's Art Blog in the list of links to your right.

Playing Around

For now, I'm fiddling around with my blog.

Nothing special ^^;

Professor Layton and the Unwound Future

I'm really happy that I finished Unwound Future.

It was just the best game out of the first trilogy. I really cried so much at the end ;A;

I just adore the characters, especially Future Luke. He's really handsome, I so want to marry him, but he's fiction and there are other fan girls who wanted him. Gosh, it's so unfair ;A;

I really love the music and voices. They are just amazing <3

I recommend to get all three games of Professor Layton. It's really fun.