Thursday, December 23, 2010

Professor Layton: Two Breaths Walking

I've finally have a plot for my series now 83
Although it'll change as I progress meh -3-

As the title says, my series will be based on the VOCALOID song Two Breaths Walking by Hatsune Miku.

Well... uhmm... it's not really connected to the song itself. I just borrowed some of its elements.

It's like how I did on my first PL fan-fic, Professor Layton: Sin and Punishment. Song is based from the VOCALOID song Sin and Punishment by Hatsune Miku and borrowed some of its elements. Try read my fan-fic if any of you guys have any time ok?

Yeah, you might've noticed that I'm not using Professor Layton and the <insert creative title> Well... the protagonists aren't Professor Layton and Luke Triton. That's all I have to say. No further explanations.

Meh -3-

I wish I could start doing it, but my sister's still using the DSi. Meh... oh well :/

More planning for me then.

Must Survive DDx

Well, I'm using the computer lab in the library, doing my blog... blah -3-

As soon school is over, I'm free 8DDD *boot to the head*

*looks at time* Whoops, gotta go now =3

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Gah...

Just. one. more. day. un.til. break. GAH!!! DDx

Homework due tomorrow, I gotta do StudyIsland and...

666

blah -3-

I hate this homework insanity...

Out of all my homework I've been given, my honors in English 3 is just arduous of all... I swear.

So much writing and critical thinking to do... and I don't feel like reading at all, I swear ;w;

Most of them are due tomorrow... I've got to read "The Great Gatsby" and I have to finish a packet... well... it's just only one, but it's just formidable I swear...

As Professor Layton always say, "Critical thinking is the key to success." I have to boycott this... I just hate critical thinking. I really love literature, but I just don't want to break it down. I'm just that lazy ^^;

I don't even know why I love literature in the first place. Heh, I just like to write stuff until a classmate of mine introduced me about fan-fics. Okay... maybe I know why I love literature ._.

Meh, I don't care -3-

And I still have to work on my series for the flipnote thing... Still in progress ^^;

Monday, December 20, 2010

Flipnote Series??

Well... I'm still not sure though :/ I'm being honest here.

Most of all the ideas I come up are pretty good, but in the end... I would entirely lose my interest by the time I started it. I really hate myself so much for not finishing most of my stuff I swear D<

But then again... it'll come back to haunt me saying "Do it Sonikku... Do it...!" But I can't though T_T I would just doing my stuff, but I just won't show it in public whatnot. Even if I posted some of my fan-fics, I'm still a little worried. It's about my characters... people may think that they are a Mary-Sue, their background is too plain, or just down-right ignorant. I just lose that motivation... I hate being criticized that way... saying all negative stuff to my work...

*groan* I really hate it... but it's just me -3-

So uhm... about my series...
I'm not sure if my series would be exclusive to Flipnote Hatena. I'm thinking of doing it to deviantART as well... but... *sigh* I need to cooperate with my head...

The series would include Nina Serenity, my PL avatar, and her two friends Lizabeth Straywell and Paige Matthews. I would dub them the Professor Layton Animator Trio hence they do animations about Professor Layton whatnot. I'm just focusing on their interest on the Professor Layton Series, that's just it. No more further explanations.
Clive will be there. Why? Because I want to D< *boot to the head*
Well... Liz and Paige will call him Clive while Nina will call him Klaus since she's used to his Japanese name rather than his English. She will call him Clive or his surname Dove if there's a serious situation ahead. Well... she calls people she met by their surnames for any serious matter, but blah <D

I still haven't written out my plot yet since my head changes its mind once in a while ^^;
I really need to draw it out and/or write it out...

But... my sister is using the DSi still so I still have much work to do while waiting. I wish we have another DSi T_T
But oh well...

Meh...

Well... I'll post synopsis later on or until we set things straight and we as in me and my head.

T_T;;;

Friday, December 17, 2010

Must. Stop. Procrastinating!!! DDDx

;A;

I really need to finish that bloody graphic novel before my break. I've got a contest entry to do ;w;

Bah, I'm stressed too much ;__;

I want a hug T_T

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Snow 8DDD

It just snowed just around... 2 pm EST I believe. That's what I heard from my WEB teacher xD

It's so pretty 8DDD
But small though ;w;

Oh well, I'm still happeh =3

I'm Officially Blonde...

I finally found Legal.

He's just in the closet.

T_____T;

I r ttly smrt *shot*

I'm Really Pissed

Why?

I can't find Legal DD<

For those who don't know (or seen my blog whatsoever), Legal is my green flat cap. He's named after the unofficial name of Klaus/Clive from Professor Layton 3, Legal Luke.

I swear, I really love that cap so much. Heck, I even wore it when I was asleep.

FFFF, I'm gonna acting so blonde by the time I go home xD;

Last time, my sister and I were panicking because my sister's tablet pen was missing, we're finding it everywhere until I saw the tablet pen on my sister's bed. We were cracking up xDDD

We're so blonde 83

But I'm still mad that I can't find Legal >(

Monday, December 13, 2010

TinierMe Weekend Fun xD

FFFF, I'm addicted to TinierMe now xDDD
Why is it so addicting? xDD

I had a TinierMe account since... 11 months maybe? My online sister showed me this on FB. So I created one. It was a little boring at first, but then after I looked at the official website, still nothing, but I got addicted to it xDD

I haven't touched my account until Saturday, Dec. 10. I was chatting with Mido on Skype then suddenly TinierMe popped in my head as soon I saw Gaia on Mido's Skype account. Then I randomly said to her that I'm on TinierMe. Then after a while, she created her own TinierMe.

Well... there's not much to do on TinierMe, but at least we had fun.

We played Old Maid and it was so fun xDD
We really enjoy getting Bob xDD (Bob is the name of the bomb)
She loses, I lose, but what the heck is was so fun.
Old Maid is soooo addicting xDDD

Oh yeah, my selfy is a boy. His name is Derick Bayani.

Derick is also one of my OC's. I should show you a drawing of him. <33

LOL every avatar I choose are all boys~ <3
I love being as a boy so much 83

So anyway~

That's it for now~
Bye~

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Terrible... Just Terrible

Heh... no one would care about it... well if you do... go knock yourself out then.

I never heard about it until yesterday.

Monday, Dec. 6, 2010,
A male student was assaulted in the boy's locker room around 9:30 am EST. Where he studies is where I study. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I study in Roxborough High School.

If you want to know more, click the link below and watch it.
http://abclocal.go.com/wpvi/video?id=7828796

I was enrolled since 2008. Heck, I have to choose between Saul and Roxborough when I was still in 8th grade. Both high schools are close to home (well... I don't want to travel far since I'm still timid and I abhor being alone and all). I choose Roxborough because it has Web Designing. I wanted to be either a Web Designer or a Game Designer.

I never know much about Roxborough's reputation. I don't even care actually. I only care about the education. Yes I am that stubborn to listen to my teachers whatnot.

As school started, it was like any ordinary school basically. The staffs are friendly, there are students that know their manners, and also ignorant students this and that. I still got educated, that's all that matters.

Sure there are a few fights this and that. I'm not one of the students who leaves class just to watch them fight. What's the point of that anyway?! Come on, they just wanted the attention!!

I'm already a junior in high school and I know much about Roxborough's rep by now. As soon as I'm a senior, let's see how will it start. The paper and pen are already in place, waiting...

*growl* I'm still a little pissed off why would they pick on the student. He's a freshman for god's sake!!

"Hey, let's record someone getting bullied and post it on Youtube because it's fun and everyone will laugh their ass off."

 Dude... that's just rude and disrespectful.

And they are just suspended. They should've been expelled... but no, they are just suspended.
IT WON'T CHANGE ANYTHING. THEY WOULD DO IT AGAIN PROBABLY!!

I don't know why I'm still angry though... it's not like of me to be angry. *groan*

Is life corrupting on us at this very moment?

Monday, December 6, 2010

Stress... T_T

*groan* This is just stressing me so much.
School is such a pain in the arse... but homework is atrocious Dx

So... uhm... I've still got art projects to do...

I have to do my DW Graphic Novel (that's still number one on my list)... still no progress... what the hell... T_T

I need to send an entry for a dA group (The-Legal-Group) about Winter Theme. I did it but it's not Klaus though... it's his son, Brett Serenity. No, Serenity is not Klaus' surname, that's Nina's. I'll explain a little bit about the names whatnot >_>;

I still have to finish some of my other art.

I need to post some of my sketches.

This is just stressing...

What I've did so far for my weekends...

Overall... it's just a little stressed and boring.
Two words: Graphic Novel

OTL

Grr... I should really stop whining I swear...

I really hate my life so much T_T

Happy December

I hope everyone is having a good time~

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Graphic Novel Progress

I've already finished my rough draft of my graphic novel. Huzzah...

Though the task now is... will I be able to create the novel I wanted?
Oh my gosh... this is just hard. My background and perspective are just terrible. I'm still a novice in art and animating...

*clasps hands together* Oh Lord... please give me little support.

Well... I've already did a rough detail of page 1 in my graphic novel; and I'm now making a sketch of page 2. Well... if I focus on just one page, I would simply get tired out of it. So yeah ^^;

Well... it's already posted on dA. I'll surely post them in my art blog as well. So please just bear with me.

*sigh* I might as well explain about my graphic novel.

The graphic novel I am doing is Doctor Who-related. I'm really hooked thanks to the clip I found on Youtube titled "Legal Makes Strange Noises with his Mouth." Well... look it up. It's kinda addicting ^^; Then I looked at the related videos and I saw the same title...

I looked at it.

At first, I wasn't interested at all. Though later on as I played the clip over and over, still nothing.

As soon as my dad signed up for Netflix, I started to search for Doctor Who. Then I pressed Doctor Who: Waters of Mars.
I suddenly got hooked. It was just amazing 833 After that I watched the first season of Doctor Who. Blah, blah, blah... you get the idea.

I've been a Whovian for 5 months and I'm pretty much a novice still. I'm still getting much data as possible. Oh how I love to get much data <33

Alright... I'm just telling you guys how I got hooked up on Doctor Who... xD; Awkward...

So uhm... I've created an unofficial 12th Doctor. I was suppose to draw David Tennant, Scottish actor who played as the 10th Doctor, but it doesn't look like him completely... thus, I created my 12th Doctor. Hey since I created him, all he need is a companion. To keep the tradition (as in having a female companion first), I created my very own DW avatar name Alyanna (Aly for short) Grace. Well... I'm able to pair Aly and Doctor since they are completely fiction (well... my 12th Doctor is unofficial and is considered an FC/OC). They look so cute together <33

The style I'm using for my DW characters is somewhat of a "Western-style." I still need to practice my semi-realism and all... they are still a fail in my eyes T_T

Great... now I'm telling you guys how I created my two DW characters xD; When will I start talking about my graphic novel? *boot to the head* I'm guess right now ^^;

So it started in the dark streets of London. The Doctor was heading to his TARDIS until he felt a "familiar" presence. Strange as it is, he looked up and sees a feminine teenager (about 16 yrs. old). Feeling uneasy, the Doctor asked who is she, but she gives him slightly accurate questions. They had a little feud until she said something the Doctor didn't knew. (Oh my... this is a little... weird. Well, don't blame me, it was head who crafted the novel) Shocked as it seems, the Doctor pleaded the teenager on why she's so familiar to him and why it isn't like of him to forget. What's her response? She fled, forcing the Doctor to track her down.

So this is what my graphic novel is suppose to be. I'm not planning to continue it since I'm a novice. As soon as I'm done, I hope you enjoy my little graphic novel. I'm not forcing you guys to read it, but it's really nice for you guys to look at it and leave a comment and all.

Well... thanks again everyone~ <33

Monday, November 29, 2010

Little Internet Problem

Uhm... I'm really not sure what happened actually...

Around Friday... I was just chatting with my online sisters, Maya and Trinity, watching DW: Dreamland (twice xD) and browsing the web. Hooray for multi-tasking... *shot*

But enough of that...

So yeah uhm... Wi-Fi connection's going a little haywire, causing the internet to slow down... it started Friday night. Never used the internet on Saturday.

It worked yesterday... and then it was a little slow today... Oh I hope it's gonna be alright by the time I get home from school.

Good news is that my sister and I have half day tomorrow and Wednesday. Yay 83 *boot to the head*

Though the bad news is that I have a project to do and I have to work on my graphic novel badly ;A;
AND I HAVE TO CAPTURE LATIAS DDX

Oh I just hope you guys are reading this blog regularly and all... I'm just worried whatnot. I do apologize.

And for the random part: Why is Skype so popular these days...? Seriously.
I still ain't planning to get one.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone~

Oh yeah...

When I woke up, it was snowing at first... but then... it started to rain. Isn't that weird xDD

Well... it is suppose to rain in Philly anyway *boot to the head*

I regret nothing!!!

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Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Me? Doing A Graphic Novel?

Meowth, dat's right =3 *puts away Meowth mask* ((No, I don't have a Meowth mask xDD))

So it started two weeks ago on a Wednesday. I usually go to Tech Club every Wed. (Mon. and Wed. respectively, but I have another after-school club to attend on Mon.) with my little sister.

Nothing to do really. But at least I get to use the computer xDDD *shot*

I'm such a computer addict. Seriously ^^; I just love technology so much. Call me a techno geek then *boot to the head*

But that's not the point xD;

Alright so my WEB teacher (she was also the one who created the club in the first place lol) wanted me and my sister to do something for the Computer Fair held in 2011. Well... she already mentioned it to me and my sister after we joined. Though we haven't thought of anything lately, my sister already knows what she wanted to do.

Animation

Yep, you heard me right. Animation.
Not using the Flipnote Studio and all (She still have some unfinished animations there, and she's getting there D8), she's gonna use Adobe Flash... or any application related to animation and all.

Oh how she wanted to animate~
We think it's a little complicated, but my sister is doing it regardless :)

Now the problem is with me... I've got nothing to do really ^^;

But my teacher didn't want me to give up. Then she mentioned about my stories that she read by the internet. ((I'm talking about my stories in FF.net. Go check them out if want and all. I'm not forcing anyone. It's by the right side and click it ok?))

So she wanted me to do a graphic novel out of them.
So I fell into the Graphic Design section.

But a graphic novel??!!
I'm not ready ;A;

I'm still a novice AND.... I have writer's block ;w;


I don't wanna do it Dx

But she's counting on me though...

T__T;

*groan*

To be honest, I really wanted to do a graphic novel... or a manga.
I've always wanted to do it... but I'm just not ready. I'm not ready.

My backgrounds are still awful and the perspective are just baby like.
I swear to god ;w;

But I can't let my teacher down. I have to try and all.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Do I feel annoying?

I've always been asking this question myself...

I mean, I say the most absurd things and I tend to... spam utter nonsense. I bug a few people... And I just feel so lonely when I write my blogs.

I really wanted people to comment on one of my blogs sometimes (usually my art blog and all) because I really want people to comment. I dunno. I'm just used to it since.

In dA, people comment and I reply back and wait for someone to reply back. I'm just so used to that. Seriously.

I really want people to comment my art blog ;A;

Sorry if I'm being a nuisance... (well... in my POV anyway T_T)

Again, I'm so sorry ;A;

Gomenasai...
*walks to the corner* OTL

Voice Over Cutscenes 2

xDD

The cutscene voice overs are just fun 8DD

Liz and I have already did Unwound Future lol. It's just so fun x33

I've already did Diabolical Box. Liz hasn't. Take your time if ya want alright?

I suddenly went on ahead and did Klaus' voice. It's just so fun. I've memorized about 10 quotes of Klaus I think. But I'm just not sure since I lost count. o_o;

But what the heck, I don't care xDD As long as we did Klaus' voice, we're happy. That's just it.

Three Days of School

xDD

I have three days of school. Though I know there are a few people have either one or two or three days of school. I dunno ^^;

But still :P

Friday, November 19, 2010

Voice Over Cutscenes

So uhm... yeah...

Liz and I are now doing voice overs for the cutscenes in Diabolical Box and Unwound Future, though we have to pick at least one or two cutscenes and all.

I've did one of each. Not sure how many Liz will do.

But I really failed epically on them both ;A;

Oh well...

LOL why do I update about our VA Contest so much?! xDD; *shot*

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

VA Contest (Part 2)

LOL, we failed in Anton 8DDD

But that's alright. He's just too awesome for us *shot*

So now we're gonna do voice overs on the cutscenes of Diabolical Box and Unwound Future within the time limit >3

Then... we're gonna do Klaus.... AGAIN 8DDDD *boot to the head*

Then after that, we do freestyle~ <33

May the best seiyuu (Japanese for voice actor) win~

Good luck Liz :D

Monday, November 15, 2010

VA Contest 8D

LOL

I'm having a competition with Lizabeth (Reiton in her Hatena Account). It's gonna be so much fun and Paige (Korie in her Hatena Account) will be the judge <33

So far, we've did Dimitri Allen.

Now we're gonna do Anton >DD
And we'll fail epically 8DD *shot*

Go on and check mine and Liz's voices on our accounts.

I used my sister's Hatena Account since we only have 1 DSi and all. I wish we have another one so we wouldn't argue. But hey, I'm usually on the computer whatnot. Oh well...

But I still use the DSi and have a converse chat (comment chatting I guess ^^;) with Liz and Korie; and a few people in Mido's Chatroom.

As soon as school is over (I'm doing my blog in school lol), I'm gonna do a quick voice practice with Anton and I start recording right away >DDD

This is Sonikku signing off~ <33

Saturday, November 13, 2010

I'm Bored

I really abhor the time zones so much.

I need someone to RP so bad ;A;

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

T_T

My iPod just reset itself and all of my favorite music are gone ;A;

This is not fair!! D<

Why... why... *cries* *goes to the emo corner*

Monday, November 8, 2010

Another blog?

What's wrong with me these days xD; *shot*

So yeah, I've made a new blog yet again.

Nothing much going yet ^^; I do apologize.

In the blog, it'll tell you a few bits of my avatar Nina Serenity and others whatnot. So again, it's still new. I'll fiddle with it around a bit and all. So, don't check my blog just yet.

Link isn't available since I need to make it decent and all ^^;;;

Thursday, November 4, 2010

A Gift for Trinity


I'm gonna make a gift for my sister Trinity, based on this song
Thanks for giving me the name of the song Jenny

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

It's Me *shot*

And I look weird ;A;

I'm the real deal *shot*
Well... at least you guys know how I look like lol

I look weird, really o_o;

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Why am I so full of neglect?

I'm a little better now... but I'm still not gonna show myself in public just yet.

I promise I'll be back fully.

November 2, 2010. I will be all back to my happy-go-lucky self... although I have to go somewhere >_>;
But oh well~ <333

Most of my progress for my neglect to deteriorate, I mostly RP chat with my online sister Trinity <3 I love my sister so much than my real life sister (I still care for her, but I love Trinity more since we have A LOT in common <3)

If you guys are interested, I could give you my email addresses. (LOL *boot to the head*)

Please, if you guys want to be friends with me, just send me an optional message when you are adding to your contacts. Tell me your username and a little bit about yourself. That's all~ =3

Yahoo!
ninalongasa@yahoo.com

MSN
nina_longasa@hotmail.com

AIM
jaylongasa5627@aim.com

If you guys are interested.

I don't have Skype because I'm not entirely interested. I only have my parents. If want to get my parent's skype account, just ask and I'll ask. Ok?

So yeah =3

I'll be back soon and I have a lot of art to show you guys xD

Monday, October 25, 2010

Good Bye...

My life is just horrible right now...

I was down to my breaking point that I have to neglect myself so bad. I've lied to a few of my dA friends for 3 years. I'm just not sure if they will ever forgive me...

I'm just causing a lot of conflicts to myself and I just keep building them until they are ready crumble. I've already told them the truth and now I still have guilt inside me.

I've been a computer addict ever since Summer 2010... I just can't stop it. I've stayed up and my parents get mad at me. I get really moody whenever my family tells me to get out. I get impatient A LOT... and I pester them.

They want me to stop this bad habit. It's not good for me... and they're right.

I never hang out with my real friends anymore. All of my friends are far apart... away from Philly. My mom really wants me to go out more rather than just stay at home and cause a mess... but I just can't. Not all of my friends have in common with me... I even wonder why the hell I made friends with them in the first place.

My sister... she made it worse.

Yesterday she wanted to used the computer, but I just got carried away and she got mad out of the blue and became the "stronger sister." She told me the most negative and truthful things about me...

At first I want to ignore her and just continue using the computer until she got into my face and she starts ranting.

I feel so pathetic...
I finally got out and then I try to something productive.

About 2 hours later, I talked to my online sister to help me... but then... it didn't work.

I even cry to make myself better, but it wasn't helping. So with that I just remained quiet for a while and I just logged out without saying good bye.

I'm the only cry baby of the family... my sister finds it a disgrace. But who cares anyway... I just agreed to everything what she says.

I'm stubborn!
I'm stupid!
I'm never gonna fulfill my dreams!


I feel so weak... I feel like a slave to her... She would pick on me despite my size. I'm just a sensitive teenager... with a mind of a 5 yr. old!

I have to punish myself.

I won't be seeing you guys much. Sure I can still use the computer, but I don't want to have any interactions with you guys anymore...

I'm sorry...

I've already made good friends on Hatena and dA... and I have to walk away again...

I'll really miss you guys. I really will.
























If you guys really care... do something, anything to get me back. I beg of you...

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Professor Layton x Ace Attorney Update

It's confirmed that the game will be released so far. Now CAPCOM is asking if they could release it outside of Japan. Of course the fans would say yes.

It was a relief for me and some of my friends <3

Geez... I have to brush up my AA skills.

Must. Get. Game.

*boot to the head*

Friday, October 22, 2010

The Best Friday Yet xD

I've always hated Fridays ever since I was a freshman.
I tend to get a little moody and once in a while, I tend to have bad luck... seriously ;A;

But this Friday was really fun.

In my Chemistry and English III Honors classes, there was a quiz/test. It was really easy.

In school, in my Algebra II Honors class, we had a test. My friend Eric and I are having a race to see who's the fastest. Of course, he finished first then 5 minutes later, I was done. We whispered to one another. We do both agree that we'll ace our test. Then he asked me about the answers for numbers 1 - 4 just to make sure. When I said Commutative, he was shocked. Looks like he won't get a perfect. Heck, he's still passing. (And darn it, I've spelled associative wrong. I spelled assossiative ;A; I just realized it when I started to do my blog). Then a classmate asked us about what's the answer to number 3. Of course I didn't answer (I was taught differently, so don't blame me) though Eric answered. He said that the answer is Inversion. Inversion?! What the hell. I turned to him and I said that it's Identity. Then he repeated Inversion again. We have a weird debate.

And we are cracking up.

After Algebra II Honors, I went to my Spanish class.
We had a quiz (xD most of all my classes have tests/quizzes every Friday). It was a little formidable, but I managed. Just to tell you, some of my languages are derived from Spanish. I'm Filipino just to tell you if you guys didn't know yet. After everyone's done, we were all talking whatnot.

Then... it happens.

I'm still a little hyper from last period (thank you Eric for boosting my randomness over that absurd debate). I started to sing out of the blue and Amanda (a friend of mine) was really freaked out. I was singing "The Happy Song by Liam Lynch" then "If you were Gay by Avenue Q." I've my classmate's attention and they start to crack up. Then Samson (a 10th grade student) approaches and then he started to play acting with me. It wasn't acting really, he just wanted to play along. Then we both start acting whatnot. After he was done playing along, I still continued to act like a retard.

Then after things settled down, I started to quote a Doctor Who quote. I used Legal as a pear (yes I named my green flat cap Legal. I'll show you pics of him... maybe) and I throw him. I'm so sorry Legal ;A;

I'm not suppose to be hyper on a Friday. I hate Fridays...

but oh well.... it was fun <3

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Professor Layton AND Phoenix Wright Crossover

This is just amazing.

In the news I've recently read (I was bored and I got nothing to do really) and then I stumbled upon a game news about Professor Layton and Phoenix Wright.

According to it, they would create a game crossover for the 3DS.

When I read the article, I was really amazed. My jaw dropped to the ground, seriously. Oh my god, this is just exciting.

I'm not much of a PW fan (I've heard of the game and know most of the characters, but I never played the game), but with Layton, this I gotta see. Literally!

I really have to earn and save money so I could get the 3DS (once its released) and the game itself (if Masked Miracles hasn't been released by then). This is just exciting.

For those who are both PL and PW fan, your dreams have come true. (If you did thought about that ^^;)

I might like this and there might be a change that I'll get a liking to the Ace Attorney Series. Well... I just don't know yet.

'Til then, have a nice day everyone.

Friday, October 15, 2010

The "Best" Friday I Ever Had

I've always hated Fridays since I was a freshman. It's not I believe the superstition of Friday the 13th. I just hate it for no reason. I tend to get a little moody and I get a little unlucky. Well don't blame me, everyone has their dislikes of any week. Me, I always hated Mondays (which is really common for most of the students) and Fridays (again, I tend to have "bad luck" or just get so moody for no reason).

This Friday, it was just the best ever.

My classmates are really crazy. Oh the noise, I love it so much.

I never get much tranquility in any of my classes. I love it so much, I would really scream. Seriously >_>; but I can't.

*sigh* Well... it's part of life. I'll get over it. Well... complaining of hating Friday is just part of it... So it's really normal for me.

There's always a slight chance of liking Fridays, but it's really rare of me.
Every Friday, I would just listen my favorite music in my iPod and draw after I'm done with my work. That's just it basically.

Oh well... it's me.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

PSAT - Not Bad

I've already taken the PSAT today. It wasn't that bad at all.

Sure it took about 3 hours to finish. I wasn't bored at all actually. It was really entertaining.

I'm bored almost every day (not sure why I get bored so easily) and I tend to be amused depending on how the actvity would be... or something... anything productive.

So yeah... that's just about it.

New Blog

I currently have a new blog.

Please check it out. Just find Sonikku's Art Blog in the list of links to your right.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Playing Around

For now, I'm fiddling around with my blog.

Nothing special ^^;

Professor Layton and the Unwound Future

I'm really happy that I finished Unwound Future.

It was just the best game out of the first trilogy. I really cried so much at the end ;A;

I just adore the characters, especially Future Luke. He's really handsome, I so want to marry him, but he's fiction and there are other fan girls who wanted him. Gosh, it's so unfair ;A;

I really love the music and voices. They are just amazing <3

I recommend to get all three games of Professor Layton. It's really fun.